You brought me here. Put me exactly right here in this spot, on this ledge. You took me by the hand, smiled and kissed me all the way here. I didn’t stray or hesitate. Blindly, I allowed you to take me here with your words and your hugs and your sweetness. I fell deep into your eyes, hypnotized by your lips. You made me feel better than I had in such a long time, I almost forgot what this feeling was like until I met you. It was cozy. It was safe. You would hold me and it felt warm and right.
You took me here. So abruptly, you dragged me here and now I’m crumbling. You made me feel unwanted. I wanted to try but you left me here, stunned and embarrassed. I try not to take it personal, this sense of rejection. I think how could I have been so stupid? But it wasn’t me, you brought me here. You led me to believe that you would be here with me just to abandon me with nothing. Just confusion. It reopens all the wounds I took so much time to mend and repair and forget. I opened myself wide open I was ready to jump…but you left me here.